Hey folks, it's me again.
I've been struggling a lot lately. The anxiety has been so bad that I've been physically ill, with no energy for days. It's been a real low point. But things are slowly improving. I'm trying to stay positive and focus on the things that help me, like playing rhythm games and working on programming projects.
One project I've been enjoying is modding the game Terraria. I've been experimenting with creating custom items, armor, and mechanics - particularly learning C# to make mods for games I'm passionate about. It's been a good way for me to stay active and not dwell on what's been bothering me.
I also made a mod inspired by The Legend of Zelda, which let me explore things like custom projectiles and using vector math. It's been a fun creative outlet during this difficult time. Overall, I'm just trying to take care of myself and focus on the positive things I can do, like gaming and coding, to get through this.